the life of a pirate

it's not easy to be this complicated

cause i lose my way

i change my mind

and i'm more recently jaded

or i'll be indecisive

and always end up choosing

the wrong thing

but i can guarantee you'll never hear me say

that all i want's a home

a family

a porch swing

cause i wanna be a pirate

that's one thing i've decided

it's the only thing that could ever intrigue me

there's no start or end in sight and

i guess i'll have to try it

worse case-i'll get swallowed by the deep blue sea

there's no more tryin to fight it

the pain i'll leave behind me

the sweet imperfections of a hot mess of a girl

and i believe in miracles

but there's no way that i'll

ever fit in

to the modern way of livin

its just not me

work a

9 to 5

live in complacency

but i gave it my all

i tried-really i swear

for a girl on her own

but after over-analyzin everything there is here

it's time

for my ship

and fresh air

and if i know me

like i think i know me

i'll try to bargain with myself

i'll tell myself it's really not that bad

and i'll try to stick it out

a little longer in society never killed no one

but i can tell you

it's a guarantee that i'll

always run

away from every problem or severed relationship

cause that's who i am

i wanna be a pirate cause they get to be

whoever they want on the deep blue sea

here i come