primal sigh

down on the floor i wept

gun to my head to end the spiraling down

in my drunkenness i slipped

i fell asleep at the edge of an abyss

silencing all my cries for help instead i gave up

with a primal sigh

someday i'll have the guts to silence my raging mind

and shut it up

you called the cops on me

slurring my speech i lied to the police

there's no guns in the house"