prison sex

it took so long to remember just what happened

i was so young and vestal then you know it hurt me

but i'm breathing so i guess i'm still alive

even if signs seem to tell me otherwise

i've got my hands bound

and my head down

and my eyes closed

my throat's wide open

i do unto others what has been done to me

do unto others what has been done to you

i'm treading water

i need to sleep a while

my lamb and martyr

you look so precious

won't you--won't you come on a bit closer

close enough so i can smell you

i need you to feel this

i can't stand to burn too long

released in sodomy

for one sweet moment i am whole

i do unto you now what has been done to me

do unto you now what has been done

you're breathing so i guess you're still alive

even if signs seem to tell me otherwise

won't you--won't you come on a bit closer

close enough so i can smell you

i need you to feel this

i need this to make me whole

released in sodomy

have you witnessed that blood and flesh can't be trusted

have you witnessed that blood and flesh can't be trusted

and only this one holy medium brings me peace of mind

got your hands bound

and your head down

and your eyes closed

you look so precious now

i have found some kind of temporary sanity in this

shit blood and cum on my hands

i've come round full circle

my lamb and martyr

this will be over soon

you look so precious