i'm having a private party
ain't no body here but me
and my guitar singin' baby look how far we've come here
i'm havin' a private party
celebrating the woman i've become
i tried to call my mother
she didn't get where i was going
i called my boyfriend and he said
call me back a little later baby
started to feel a little pity
that's when i realized that i
gotta find the joy inside of me
i'm gonna take off all my clothes
look at myself in the mirror
we're gonna have a conversation
we're gonna heal the disconnection
i don't remember when it started
but this is where it's gonna end
my body is beautiful and sacred
and i'm gonna celebrate it
but i had to learn the hard way
this is not ego or vanity
sometimes i'm alone but never lonely
that's what i've come to realize
i've learned to love the quiet moments
the sunday mornings of life
where i can reach deep down inside
or i can cry away the hurt