psycho symphony

fall asleep dreamin' red is what i see anymore

and i do not fear of death because i seen em before

my eyes are closed to open wide the scenery never change

only the players in the game

but all the rest stay the same

is this reality i'm livin' in or penance for pricing

i'm feelin' sorry for myself

please take out the violin

and play a symphony to soundtrack of a lunatic

i'm either illuminated or finally losin' it

i walk a thin line between myself and somebody else

and i cannot decipher between i'm living in fuckin' hell

or dying on earth

my whole world is a crying shame

nothing is what it seems it's like some shit outta crying game

i'm sickening

inflicted in feeling somewhat vindictive i

put a bullet in my brain

but even that seems conflicted

where would i end up or would it just start all over?

give me the horns of lucifer or the wings of jehovah

all this violence in your head seem

flowing through your veins like a symphony

and it's a psychopathic melody

sit in silence still your head scream

playing through your veins like a symphony

and it's a psychopathic melody

it's a psychopathic melody

it's a psychopathic melody

is my reality a figment of my imagination?

everything that i see

somehow it's all my creation

or am i just as disturbed some fuckers locked in the padded cell

doped up on anti psychotics

livin' in hell

can't remember my birth

no recollection of death

and would it all go away? no longer taking a breath

and would it all go away if i started blastin' at bastards?

startin' killing everybody

i'm a virus or cancer?

many reasons for bleeding the reason families are grieving

the reason for seasons like i'm a reason for heathens

or am i just a human being who is only being human

with more questions and answers like what the hell am i doing?"