psychopathic mother

your psychopathic mother told you

you were beautiful

just not beautiful enough

i know why you give yourself away

cause they make you feel special

but you never feel special enough

and i can still feel your skin

still warm from the hot desert sky

here

right now is all there is

yesterday is dead

tomorrow never comes

right here

right now is all there is

was it something that i said?

you just went numb

your disinterested father taught you

that a mans attention is precious

and you never called his bluff

i gave everything i could to you

cause i think you're precious

i could never make you feel precious enough

and i could still breathe you in

oh layah i won't even try

here

right now is all there is

yesterday is dead

tomorrow never comes

right here

right now is all there is

we laughed until we bled

it felt so dumb

your psychopathic mother told you

you were beautiful

just not beautiful enough