questioning my sanity

i'm saving my piss in a jar

this depression has gone too far

i'm lying here in bed

am i alive or am i dead

i'm questioning my sanity

the paint chips are kicking in

desperation bubbles my skin

there's stuff crawling on the floor

crackers with black books knocking at my door

the tv's talking to me

i'm questioning my sanity

everybody have a breakdown!

i haven't changed my clothes in weeks

i'm wallowing in my own stink

my ass is sore from lying in bed

am i alive or am i dead?