to ramona

lissie

ramona

come closer

shut softly your watery eyes

the pangs of your sadness

will pass as your senses will rise

the flowers of the city

though breathlike

get deathlike sometimes

and there's no use in tryin'

to deal with the dyin'

though i cannot explain that in lines. your cracked country lips

i still wish to kiss

as to be by the strength of you skin

your magnetic movements

still capture the minutes i'm in

but it grieves my heart

love

to see you tryin' to be a part of

a world that doesn't exist

it's all just a dream

babe

a vacuum

a scheme

babe

that sucks you into feelin' like this. i can see that your head

has been twisted and fed

with worthless foam from the mouth

i can tell you are torn

between stayin' and returnin' on

back to the south

you've been fooled into thinking

the finishin' end is at hand

yet there's no one to beat you

no one to defeat you

'cept the thoughts of yourself feeling bad

i've heard you say many times

you're better than no one

and no one is better than you

if you really believe that

you know you got

nothing to win and nothing to lose

from fixtures and forces and friends

your sorrow does stem

that hype you and type you

making you feel like

you gotta be just like them. i'd forever talk to you

but soon my words

would turn into a meaningless ring

for deep in my heart

i know there is no help i can bring

just that everything passes

and everything changes

just do what you think that you should do

and who knows

maybe

someday

baby

i'll come and be cryin' to you.