reading hell chipmunk

we eat and we sleep and we fuck and we breathe

and we smile at each other and you talk to my brother

and we all laugh

yea we all die

and one of these days one of us is gonna make the other sigh

i hope it's not me

nobody wants to see us kiss

it's pretty disgusting

i know how it is

hannah

i'll see you in hell

we'll be doing pretty well cause we'll be away from this dark

place where we freak each other out

and maybe you'll say hi and i'll look down

or maybe i'll say hi and you'll look the other way through the flames

but at least we'll be safe from that boy in the sky

i take you outside just to see how it feels

i tell you a lie just to prove that i'm real

i send love letters too soon and then

oh did i even send it yet?

goddamn bad haircut boy

but i'll never have the reaction you want

i don't care how handsome you are

something chipmunk

chipped tooth

but i'm just planted here

you're either really real

or you're trying really hard

well it doesn't matter either way

fuck you it's working!

he's off to work and i'm off to work

and my thoughtless jerking around makes me sick

and probably you too but i do think real things besides you

i just can't prove it

i just don't want to

something chipmunk right now i just want you