realms

thousands of wasted words

millions of misinterpreted miscommunications;

progress is slowing

a delayed reaction has caused a momentary lapse. all of this feels like a nightmare i can't escape

caught between the realms of sleep and bad reality

that has left me trapped under ice. and i'm drowning and fighting for air to survive

with nowhere to go. i feel the water fill my lungs and take me into it's arms. i never thought i would end

i never thought i could die like this. i refuse to look into the light. no - i will not die like this. what did you expect?

this is not a dream

but a thought. death will come to me on my own terms.