why did god have to chose me?
that's how i feel sometimes
swear they all wanna lose me
swear my life is a highlight reel
put that all on the new me
had to drive back in a cab
out the window i was looking for a new car
i think i need new friends
like that ain't the real me
swear that ain't the real me
the red dot it heals me come get me a new lense yeah
yall are too fake like my mouth hurts
but if you're for real then that's way worse
these days i do not believe in the real or the fake
then that's you that i found first
fuck all that justification
like what the fuck why are you coming and hating
and telling on me like we up in the station
i swear they all want me stuck under the basement
just tryna get up from the pavement huh
just tryna get one for the ages
just tryna get up on the stages
for tryna say fuck all the cages
had to drive back in a cab
out the window i was looking for a new car
and they love the rapping
and they love distractions
but we hate the comparison
can't connect the dots or connect four
to be honest i just wish i could connect more
but i can't connect a phone to my bluetooth
so how could i connect the youth through my youtube?
they playing games like the xbox
price on my head what my head cost?
ice on my neck what my neck cost? ohhhh
at least seven times or the record stops
and if you make one mistake
they pull the trigger like i'd be better off uh yeah
i got too much shit i wanna get across
they don't wanna see me get my message off
i am not the waiter at a restaurant
a lot on my plate if that's the case
i better hit em with the extra sauce
but they only shoot they shot
when the boy finally get a shot
put that red dot on my head
just take a shot and i'm dead yah
i can't be talked off the ledge
i might just fall off the edge oh
i wanna give you my life but you stalking it for the mistakes yeah
camera better get that head shot
if you think that i could press pause