relapse

yeah

in a room full of people

i still feel totally alone

i'm in the back left corner by the bar i'm stressing texting on my phone

my friends think that i need a drink

but i don't drink anymore

i'm searching for the door

the last time i got drunk i wound up passed out on the bathroom floor

wasted

shitfaceded i wasted too much time

trying to numb a pain

feel nothing and ease my mind

i spend two years of tuition in college but i lost it

my ambition it went missing

so i started drinking

i lost myself

at the bottom of a bottle

i lost myself

at the bottom of a bottle

free your mind

just one time

you'll be fine

fuck that

i was self medicated heavily sedated

understated that i hated every last part of who i was

who i was

or who i'd become

i was numb

i was dumb

i was foolish

i was young

took me two whole fucking years to get back where i started from

the bottom

of a bottle

straight up to a role model

well i refuse

i refuse

to lose it all

now

i lost myself

at the bottom of a bottle

i lost myself

at the bottom of a bottle

free your mind

just one time

you'll be fine

fuck that

free your mind

just one time

you'll be fine

nah

i'm good

i found solace

staring soul-less

at the bottom of a bottle

i found solace

staring soul-less

at the bottom of a bottle

i found solace

staring soul-less

at the bottom