repulsion

i feel your eyes upon me

how should i act today

to feel so unsure always

give up or now keep on this way

the silence taps my elbow

it's good

least that's what she said

i could run but i stand and greet it

boredom won't starve as long as i feed it

the world drips down like gravy

the thoughts of love so hazy

everyone's ideal of fun

repulsion

try to wake up

try to break it open

it's not quite the right feeling

i'll just keep on hoping

the girls

they smile and say hello

the darkness drags me back home

it's hard to face it

still waiting

still alone

the world drips down like gravy

the thoughts of love so hazy

everyone's ideal of fun

repulsion

try to wake up

try to break it open

it's not quite the right feeling

i'll just keep on hoping

the world drips down like gravy

the thoughts of love so hazy

everyone's ideal of fun

repulsion

repulsion

repulsion