repurposed: reprogrammed

to my fucking disbelief

after all this time you still breathe

you've chosen your own demise

bearing the blueprints for this insurrection

i've ruined who i once strived to be

became your fucking nightmare

i've become a nightmare

they taught me to leave the world behind

this burden personified by hatred

it absorbed me

distorted me

disfigured my desire for explanation

it's disfiguring me

rebuilding me

weaponizing me

reprogramming me

severely warped

scarred

humanity is all but a whisper

unrelenting

unstoppable

venomously taking revenge upon everyone

upon you

i once searched for compassion; the light in my eyes has left me

i will crush every hope from the wretched fucking life you've wasted

i will destroy this fucking disgrace you have become