i don't wanna go to school. i don't need no education
i don't wanna be like you. i don't wanna save the nation
i just wanna live my life. everyday a celebration
one day i'ma leave this world. i'm waitin for the revelation
i wanna kill myself! i'm still debatin
in front of a baptist church
prayin to satan - think i'm crazy cause i smoke crack
live on the mat in a two-family flat?
tired of gettin hit in the face with a broom
i got ten rocks and i need to get out
i sold them in five minutes
the bitch got aids she just waitin to die of a cold
there's three things that keep me from bein a nazi
no matter how bad the beatin
my dad whooped my ass at a pta meetin
skipping the school i had to have nuts just to do it
got bored and became truant
when i had the gall to go i just couldn't do it
i was lured into corners by the peer pressure shit
how would you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel
gettin threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrow
bet suburban kids never got rushed for their apparel
when the teacher called on me
best believe i had somethin up my sleeve
i've been praised and labeled as crazed
my mother was unable to raise me
nothin can change me back
gangsta rap made me act like a maniac
so influenced by music i used it
no one can tell me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed me
to the point where it had me in a whole 'nother realm
it was like isolatin myself was healthy
it felt like we was on welfare but wealthy
compelled me to excel when school it failed me
expelled me and when the principal would tell me
and i wouldn't amount to shit
i made my first million and counted it
a fuckin drop-out that quits
i was raised with a rifle and mask
steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my past
i was never on that punk shit; fuckin around
can get yo' belove abducted
you couldn't pay swift to give a fuck
it musta been poison in that nigga's nut
i grew up steadily masturbatin inside of cells
havin conversations with myself
you could tell i wasn't lenient
lynched and slapped teachers
you don't know what dawgs go through
sippin liquor with my old dude
what the fuck you gon' do?
i told my mother that i'ma hurt you
if you ever again mention a curfew
my family ignored me and i don't like that
they don't even listen when i tell them i'll be right back
this nice beautiful house ma
cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't clean shit
and yesterday he hit me like a grown fuckin man
i couldn't stand up to him
that i can get a loaded four-fifth and put a fuckin end to this
i got no friends and i can't get a bitch
only thing i have is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips
i'm about to lose my mind
pu-pil are people to shoot through
since my fame is this new dude
losin his noodle learn that people don't like you
popular kids in school is now pickin on him
burn out youngsta niggaz now hittin on him
and his teacher in his english class keep flippin on him
and now he's grounded with no allowances
cause he was caught by his counselors
and why the fuck i gotta ride the bench coach?
already got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat
all i ever seen is. {violence
stepped back in my eyelids
it's apparent that my parents weren't parents at all
that's why i blew out my brains and murdered you all