revolving doors

just paint a mural when i'm gone

rest in peace to my grief

finally ceased on my beliefs is where i lie and i sleep

can't see the future

if i could i'd probably cut that shit short

whole lot of thoughts but yes of course i stayed the course

it's my fault

i'll take the blame

the shame

the pain

the rain

ain't nothing changed

my brain's deranged

i'm still the same

obsessin' stressin' 'bout shit i cannot control

played the role of the pacifist to blend in with the blasphemous

actin' and treaded' ground

a group of devils

well you asked for it

the art of subtle execution

my nigga i've mastered it

hands down

the illest nigga livin' admit it

not talking skills but mental perspective

whatever

forget it

i wish they would listen

eternal

that's forever my nigga

the car i drive is newer

horsepower under the hood

my bank account is bigger

ain't it all supposed to be good?

not when you can't afford a time machine

reverse the things my eyes have seen

to cleanse my soul and purify my dreams

and clean the thoughts i think

365 days in the year and the world keeps moving on

and on

and on

365 days in the year and the world keeps turning on

and on

and on

365 days in the

and the world keeps

and on

and on

and on

and

365 days in the year and the time keeps going on

and on

and on

and

i'm livin' a bit more reckless

makin' a coupla marks on my checklist

i'm diving deeper by the section

protection

it's safe to say i'm not impressed

with all of this shit that i hear

it's depressin'

write a rhyme

then fuck a

tappin' on my shoulder

tryna trap me

wanna toe the line

you wanna and shine

you got a major grind

you betta take it now

they wanna waste your time

then get the cameras on you

you better go and perform

you needa turn it on

it ain't what you want

it ain't how you get it

be careful what you ask for

my nigga

this show don't stop

it keep revolvin' just watch

this world's gon' move on without us whether we like it or not

might have some pleasant words recited as we lie in a box

but for the most part it's pain

it's stress

it's loss

hope i find some peace of mind before my final flight takes off