ruin me

drawings of a happy place

pictures of a joyful face

the reality of the hell i've made

all i ever had slowly desecrate

and i look out my window

not thinking of my mistakes

everything is all good

what else can i create to ruin me

porcelain dolls on a dirty shelf

the memory of my old self

all the things i've done to make it worse

the impulsive mind that completes my curse

and i look out my window

not thinking of my mistakes

everything is all good

what else can i create to ruin me

picture frames with no photographs

i don't ever think of the after math

don't know why i hurt

all the ones i love

all this pain i caused

fits me like a glove

and i look out my window

not thinking of my mistakes

everything is all good

what else can i create

a confused mind

a broken soul

good or bad

i'm not one of those

a confused mind

a broken soul

good or bad

i'm not one of those

i look out my window

in the face of my mistakes

everything has gone bad

what else can i create to ruin me

to ruin me. can't let this ruin me