some days i just wanna up and call it quits
i feel like i'm surrounded by a wall of bricks
every time i go to get up i just fall in pits
my life's like one great big ball of shit!
if i could just put it all into all i spit
instead of always trying swallow it
instead of starin' at this wall and shit
while i sit writer's block
all i know is i'm about to hit the wall
if i have to see another one of mom's alcoholic fits
i ain't dealin' with another fuckin' politic
i'm like a skillet bubblin'
i can feel it buildin' up
the pen explodes and busts
you think all i do is stand here and feel my nuts
then it must be too real to touch
i'm about to tear shit up
yeah imma make your hair sit up
it ain't too late to finally see
what you close-minded fucks were too blind to see
whoever finds me is gonna get a finder's fee
ain't no one out their mind as me
you need peace of mind? here's a piece of mine
but sometimes i don't always find the words to rhyme
to express how i'm really feeling at that time
it's just sometimes it's always me
how dark can these hallways be
the clock strikes midnight
with this half-assed piece of paper
if i could just get the rest of this shit off my chest
ball's in my court but i'm scared to dribble it out
but why am i afraid? why am i a slave
to this trade? cyanide i spit to the grave
real enough to rile you up
want me to flip it? i can rip it
any style you want. imma switch hitter bitch jimmy smith ain't a quitter
imma sit here till i get enough of me to finally hit a fucking boiling point
put some oil in your joints
see me and shake like a chain-link fence
by the looks of 'em you would swear that jaws was coming
by the screams of 'em you would swear i'm sawing someone
you would swear the law was coming
and tonight it's all or nothing
jimmy keeps leaving on us
i don't think he's honest
i just gotta beat this clock
fuck this clock! imma make them eat this watch
don't believe me watch! imma win this race
and imma come back and rub my shit in your face
you ain't gonna have a choice
if i gotta scream 'til i have half a lung