industry (interlude)
Singer: sammie
i gave my all to her three times
invested years in her
shed tears for her
but deep down inside when i looked in to her eyes i seen a
major fire that was ignited
my dreams distorted my vision so instead of seein the obvious
percussions i should have taken was replaced with excitement
false hope helped me cope with the fact that her love and
my love would never be the same
shes corrupted i'm not
shes cold and i'm hot
and anything of importance she can care less about she say
oh i'm sorry baby i forgot
and i be like damn
i stay up for you
lose sleep for you
rehearse my dialog put a melody to it and when it was just right i sing for you
i perform for you
fly through storm for you
not eat get sick no sleep let you pick where and when and how
i gave my all to you
stress beyond imagine
so for confident to get away i discovered a guilty pleasure
that consisted of liquor in a bottle
conversations without substance
try to go deep wit her but her plot is a model
shakin my head at her
how could i be mad at her
searchin for love in the club is insane and i'm sane so i should know better
wheres the ambition
whats the mission
why isn't she working a decent job just to help out with the tuition
i wonder
but i lower my standards and precede to undress her later
and let her take me under
damn
she got me on in
when i reflect when i had a choice not to let the ink bleed from the pen
but i signed in
i lost my brotha to greed
he tried to kill me and res-erect him in attempt to be me
he was mad that i'm famous and the one on tv
but i never cared for fame that's just beneath me
back on the subject
i went through hell for her
lost my world for her
no privacy no piece of mind cant even fuck my old girl for her
my mom was right though she said that this would happen
ill love you so deeply and when i got me you would leave me
now all i have is my pen and my pad and my thoughts
what about a house and our private outdoor
and the bills that we accumulated together
its all on me and all you can say is whatever
cool ill take that
all i ask is for my freedom
hell my name you can take that
god gave me the gift but mankind thinks he owns it
by the way her name is industry
and i'm sick of her shit
i disown it