i have a way to find mine: i swallow light!
lapsing into failure. in the lowering night
in the lowering night. i had waited for you
though i was certain you wouldn't come back
no. into the after hours!
smudged my heart for all to see. but it's so quiet now
makes it harder to shine. had a dream about tomorrow!
but with nothing more to think about
i fade out. bring on sedation!
i have waited a long time and dragged myself a long way. there's a flight to medellin
twelve hours of drinking gin. awakened by summer!
sever the ties that were once unyielding. packed my money under night's neon curtain. smudged my heart for all to see. but it's so quiet now
makes it harder to shine. had a dream about tomorrow!
but with nothing more to think about