i don't know how to love him

i don't know how to love him

what to do

how to move him. i've been changed

yes

really changed. in these past few days when i've seen myself

i seem like someone else. i don't know how to take this

i don't see why he moves me. he's a man

he's just a man. and i've had so many men before

in very many ways: he's just one more

should i bring him down? should i scream and shout?

should i speak of love - let my feelings out?

i never thought i'd come to this - what's it all about?

don't you think it's rather funny

i should be in this position?

i'm the one who's always been

so calm

so cool

no lover's fool

running every show

he scares me so. i never thought i'd come to this - what's it all about

yet

if he said he loved me

i'd be lost

i'd be frightened. i couldn't cope

just couldn't cope. i'd turn my head

i'd back away

i wouldn't want to know -

he scares me so. i want him so. i love him so.