scar gardens

lay another one to rest in the valley of my shadows opened up

bury all my expectations for the semi normal love

and with it burning in my palms

massaging into my blood

i try to fight away my urges

it's only gonna rope you up girl

hear me

i know my capabilities of breaking in the the only thing that saves you from your feelings of trust

believe that angel on your shoulder when she comes

cause your devil's so familiar

and mine will leave you flustered like

you count your tears like experience

and me

just another sunken dream trying to deal with it calmly

reacting every situation since you've called me

head dug into my palms thinking she don't honestly want this

and it's obvious

yeah the sorrow sets it off

hypnotizing both of us into agreeing with the odds and in the dark

i got a chance to fight it off

instead i'll sleep with the chaos that'll wander down the same damn path i chose to walk on

she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something

i'm not your paradise girl

and with it in me it's better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away

you should've never even asked

she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something

i'm not your paradise girl

and with it in me it's better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away

i should have never even shown you

what it's like inside the world i keep a lock on

purple hearted scar garden harvesting my thoughts off the

with the chalk gone

the problem still exists

at least the outline of it's death prevents another fatal kiss

but that's impossible

neither one of us opted to be positive

we stared each other in the face and screamed until we lost it

and the fire magnetically pulled both of us right on top of it

til one of us surrendered from rejection of the opposite

and this is not a love song

i'm working out my problems

the love song's what caused em

now i'm stuck and tryin to solve em

and it's all forever tarnished

from beginning til the end

use my smile as an ashtray and inhale it's ending scent

let it go. please let it go this will kill you

reinventing us is not a miracle we still do

and

just as certain as i speak it to you now

i know i'll wake up on the left side on the other side of town

listen

she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something

i'm not your paradise girl

and with it in me it's better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away

you should've never even asked

she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something

i'm not your paradise girl

and with it in me it's better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away

i should have never even shown you

i'm not your paradise girl

you should've never even asked

i'm not your paradise girl

i should have never even shown you

she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something

i'm not your paradise girl

and with it in me it's better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away

you should've never even asked

she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something

i'm not your paradise girl

and with it in me it's better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away

i should have never even shown you