september 9 (pretend)

can we go back to that night and pretend it never happened

i still find it hard to sleep sometimes that's why i'm asking

i keep seeing you with that look up in your cara

wondering why i came back cause pa ti ya no era nada

gotta confess even though it's been a minute

my mind keeps on playing it back so i relive it

i wish i could let it go and forget about the pain

close my eyes and remember baby doll you got his name

it ain't that easy to forget though

cause every time i look at you i just can't let go

you said you're sorry and i get it but please try to understand

see

wish you would've acted different when you saw me

can we pretend like it never happened

and that you never said those words

can we pretend that you'll never leave me

and that i'll always be your girl

can we pretend that you really love me

silence the voices in my head

can we pretend that you'll stay forever

promised my heart that's what you said

you said you didn't want me every time i tried to touch you

you kept pulling away i was there but there without you

tryna understand in the middle of the night

but every time i asked a question you would want to start a fight

you wanted me gone but i kept trying to hold on

saying that we'd be okay but you said that i was wrong

i cried so much for you but you didn't even care

can i at least know why you treated me unfair?

what had i done to you

cause you made me feel like nothing

i know it's in the past but the past turned into something

if only you could answer all the questions in my mind

maybe then i could move on and not keep tripping on that time

can we pretend like it never happened

and that you never said those words

can we pretend that you'll never leave me

and that i'll always be your girl

can we pretend that you really love me

silence the voices in my head

can we pretend that you'll stay forever

promised my heart that's what you said

guess i should be careful what i'm asking you for

cause if you say the wrong thing i'd probably hurt some more

but i can't keep going on without knowing for sure

why you treated me that way to you it seems like a blur

all i want is reassurance it won't happen again

although we can't say for sure let's at least play pretend

can you just lie to me

tell me this is always and forever

and no one could ever change the way you feel about me never again

can we pretend like it never happened

and that you never said those words

can we pretend that you'll never leave me

and that i'll always be your girl

can we pretend that you really love me

silence the voices in my head

can we pretend that you'll stay forever

promised my heart that's what you said