seven digit pin code

they found my body near the river

now all the people in our town

they think it was your father

i didn't get your consent

but that's how i make my rent

the void; it's hard to make a friend

when it's too hard to put down the lense

and so

i float

drifted 'bout 50 miles past jamestown

i was recovered in the more where i floated onto shore

while the james was good to me

and the barbed wire

that's another story

it's hard to rest in peace

when you can't get no sympathy

and so. i can't seem to keep my mind off that inght

the way that you laughed with all your friends

beneath the bar lights. i couldn't help but hate you

so i followed you

i followed you home

and oh

take off your clothes

stand by the window

so i can see the scar that sits below your naval

and oh

with the rosary

i wish that was me

how i wish i could rest upon your chest forever

i float

i float

i float. i wish that i believed in heaven

i can't thank sunday school for that. send me a seven digit pin code

let me repent

let me believe. we learn it all

once we could comprehend

the folding of our hands

the bending of our knees

and the hial mary's along the bedside

my innocence must have caught his eye

enough to ruin the last 16 years of my life

it's so hard to repent

when you've been giving no such reason to believe

i took off my clothes

stood by the window

well don't you see the same scar sits below my naval?

and oh

but it's there for life

better yet

the lack thereof

how i wish i could come back as a piece of jewelry. and oh

i float

i float

i float.