seven enemies

today is not the fucking day

i sympathize with their pain

their negative ways

giving birth to endless cries and complaints

i'm too close

just boiling with rage

i choke on this feeling of war

in my throat every day

swallowed every bitter pill

now i'm forced to chew

hearing every vicious word

their filthy mouths spew

my thoughts descend into the abyss

my heart is begging me to finish this

today i wish a motherfucker would try

think of someone other than themselves one time

today i wish a motherfucker would try

to see this fucked up world through my eyes

please god don't let me act on these words

and forgive those who choose to test my last nerve

i see red

can't cleanse it away

they took kindness for weakness

now they answer on this desperate day

wake up alone

again nothing's changed

infected my demons

all my visions become deranged

seven enemies to vanquish one by one

hatred blisters the surface of my tongue

today i wish a motherfucker would try

think of someone other than themselves one time

today i wish a motherfucker would try

to see this fucked up world through my eyes

not today

i thought they'd find a better way

today is not the fucking day