severance package

this is a severance package for someone who's only job is to exist

soft in my soul

restin' in the seas

drownin' in the waters of invested and beliefs

questions never answered in a never ending speech

of bewilderment and pills that sent me headed to my sheets

i wanna sleep away the days that passed like blades of grass in fall

follow old news like goku but chase them dragonballs

while school got me used to the taste of adderall

i was singing songs

well i wouldn't say it's that involved

i'll just make it past the climax and cry back to may

might pass the days where my flight pass decays

and hide passed the phrases and my tattered brain

i need to get the bigger picture like imax displays

and 3-d

you don't really need me

you just need my cd's

and need peace to keep peace

and that's a fucking fact no matter how much i contort it

i sorta follow sorta forces out into my orbit

while the skies are turning pink approachin' sunset

my unrest is fear

and though the path is home to packs of vultures

one step can steer

this ultimatum that i'm facin' when i'm undressed in mirrors

of do i wanna leave?" or "do i stay here?"