shuddershell

to me you are the warmest season

you have always been the brighest sun

these cliches will not be spoken

i'd choke on my lead tongue

so self-aware it's a burden

forever crippled by the tendency

please evict me from this shuddershell

so i can speak

this is so frustrating

i don't know what i'm saying

this loss for words seems

to burrow deeper everyday

i'm so misunderstood

cannot relay the good

that's stranded deep inside

'cause next to you

i'm at a loss for words

don't confuse this for confession

or as a plea for sympathy

it's just a window to soul bound

by all my insecurity