that's enough of all your taunting
seems i can't remove you from my mind
don't you know sometimes i wish
they'd kill me for wanting you
i will sit alone in silence
gather all the meaning i can find
when they kill me for wanting you
i can't believe that my sanity
i can't recall a more helpless time
sickened from wanting you
frightened of finding the truth
now my mind isn't changing
this reckoning's long overdue
alabaster walls surround me
in the prison of my own design
if they kill me for wanting you
maybe the arms of hell will hound me
just as long as i remain confined
when they kill me for wanting you
i can't believe that my sanity
i can't recall a more helpless time
sickened from wanting you
frightened of finding the truth
now my mind isn't changing
this reckoning's long overdue
so i have determined that i am undone
will i bury another problem
in the graveyard you allowed me to find
so i have determined that i am no one
will i finally cling to something
that has never been tied to a single memory of you
sickened from wanting you
frightened of finding the truth
now my mind isn't changing
this reckoning's long overdue
so i have determined that i am undone
will i bury another problem
in the graveyard you allowed me to find