sicker things

backwards leaving

game we're beating

stupid reasons

useless feelings

i wasn't that surprised

awkward attempts to stay gone

i remain unknown

i'm bleeding where i bled

i'm hiding where i hid

i'm entertained in sicker things

and everybody said

i'm burning out instead

the softer side of unbearable

feel castrated

complicated

feelings fleeted

mind mistreated

i wasn't that prepared

just wanted to disappear

i remain unknown

i'm bleeding where i bled

i'm hiding where i hid

i'm entertained in sicker things

and everybody said

i'm burning out instead

the softer side of unbearable

comin' around

comin' down

givin' a frown to the sound

when i hit ground i

hate the way that i say i should stay

when i know that i don't give a fuck about it anyway

stay awake

feeling cold and tired

resignation - life's forsaken

i should have thought ahead

and i remain unknown

i'm bleeding where i bled

i'm hiding where i hid

i'm entertained in sicker things

and everybody said

i'm burning out instead

the softer side of unbearable

i'm sicker than i thought

i'm fighting what i fought

i'm right back where i started from

backwards leaving

game we're beating