slowly letting go

these suicidal thoughts got me lost inside my head

it's hard for me to wake up and roll out of bed

i'm tired of feeling weak

and i'm tired of feeling dead

i'm tired of feeling judged because nobody understands

and it's hard for me to vent cause i hear the same shit

but you don't feel what i feel when the pain hits

i can fill my walls up

i can cave in

i see my downfall and i'm falling straight in

nothing feels the same anymore

no

no

i don't feel the love

all i feel is alone

what if i become so numb

so cold?

wish that i can run far away from home

i've been holding on for far too long

slowly letting go from the world in my palms

sorry if this hurts

i don't mean no harm

put me in the dirt cause my time has come

slowly letting go

of all i've ever known

but all you've ever seen

is all i've ever shown

but deep inside i am trying

and deep inside i am crying

and deep inside i am dying

i'm tired of holding on

slowly letting go

of all i've ever known

but all you've ever seen

is all i've ever shown

but deep inside i am trying

and deep inside i am crying

and deep inside i am dying

i'm tired of holding on

i'm tired of holding on

i'm tired of holding on

i'm tired of holding on

these suicidal thoughts got me lost in my heart

forgetting how to love cause my heart is torn apart

and all my loved ones we have slowly grown apart

i'm staring at myself like i don't know who you are

no i don't know who you are anymore

no

no

i don't know who you?

why have you become so cold?

got so many scars buried deep inside my soul

reaching for the stars while i feel so low

and i don't want to live

forgive me for my sins

sorry if i hurt you

but this is how it ends

tired of faking smiles i can no longer pretend

tired of breaking down

got no strength to defend

to the ones i love

please don't mourn

finally at peace

i no longer feel the storm

finally at peace

from the sorrow and the tears

finally i am free from this life that i fear

slowly letting go

of all i've ever known

but all you've ever seen

is all i've ever shown

but deep inside i am trying

and deep inside i am crying

and deep inside i am dying

i'm tired of holding on

slowly letting go

of all i've ever known

but all you've ever seen

is all i've ever shown

but deep inside i am trying

and deep inside i am crying

and deep inside i am dying

i'm tired of holding on

i'm tired of holding on