smash your enemies

i hope i'm alive

to witness your demise

make you feel my sorrow

encompass all my pain

that i've felt for years

dreading each dying day

hanging by a thread

on the edge of my sanity

when i wake up the real nightmare begins

will i make through my time in living hell?

do i possess the strength to smash my fears into the ground?

i've tried to be strong

i've tried to overcome but i don't think i possess the strength to carry on

i'm torn between

and there's no right choice

i've gotta fight back

i won't be scarred for life. bring it up!