smiley face

spose

yo

this is a fat white kid

crip walking through a walmart

eating a twix

this is

his mom in the next aisle

neglecting him while sending a text

this is

a mirror to society

i've already seen the truth so you don't got to lie to me

this is the skull behind a smiley face

the dark side that we all try to hide away

join me as we open on a heavy set bride

as she cries on her wedding dress

cheeks getting wet cause there's something she would never guess

better yet

zoom in on the bridesmaid

she fucked the groom five ways in the bride's driveway

fast-forward to the bride's suicide

i know a lot of sad adjectives

and all of them apply

it's fucked up

because she suffered then she dies

but for this woman it was just tougher to be alive

if you rewind

you'll see that there were other issues

in her bedroom clutching on a chunk of tissues

at nine

got touched by her uncle mitchel

it's a cold world

darker than some pumpernickel

and i'm not trying to bum you out or make you sad

i just think somebody ought to state the facts

it's cool

they don't even hear half the raps

working on their swag

let me tell you buddy

this is a fat white kid

crip walking through a walmart

eating a twix

this is

his mom in the next aisle

neglecting him while sending a text

this is

a mirror to society

i've already seen the truth so you don't got to lie to me

this is the skull behind a smiley face

the dark side that we all try to hide away

the next scene opens in a parking lot

outside an old motel

with the neon glowing as the raindrops fell

both from the sky and the eyes

of the passengers

inside a ride that arrived

the inhabitants

a mother and her 3 kids running

from a new husband who seemed to scream more than love 'em

tonight

he said he'd burn the house down

kicked in the cupboard

they slipped out the back

undiscovered

she said they'd get a hotel room and a pizza

watch tv

and take a breather

she went into lobby and returned sick

she'd left her purse at the crib

hair matted to her face as the rain poured

her kids huddled with her slithered to the back door

and i'm not kidding he was sitting in the kitchen

waiting to start hitting

this is

what she won't say when you ask how's it going" the very next day