all the shit that you been through
i don't ever want to see you down
cause i've been where you are right now
it doesn't matter what you've been through
i don't ever want to see you down
cause i been where you are right now
highly motivated to succeed
but eventually i noticed every time i tried to focus
that my mind was kinda bogus so we sought a diagnosis
basically they want to medicate me 'til it fixes me
i don't really think this is the thing for me
i know i'm kind of shitty
but i'm just trying to live in peace
you wanna make me to a zombie cause you're lazy
and it's easier on you to say sorry
and if you don't take this here
your fate is that of a vagrant tramp
but this ain't making sense
they say i couldn't live without it well i say i can
cause i never took those poison pills
and i failed school bad but my choice was still
cause i wanna feel this way tomorrow
we making bread like helga's while the rest die helpless
so excuse me for pursuing dreams
rocking hand-me-down clothes but i'm the eldest
so how the hell does that work out
and i know i roll around with some red-eyed fellas
we all wanna be king like the dead guy in memphis
i could be living stable but i'd rather live it fast
cause i grew up looking shitty all the other kids would laugh
now i heard somebody say that i look upper-middle class
well that's my fucking aim
i'll tell the gutter kiss my arse
and i don't want to spit these bars but i don't have shit else
so when i'm rapping you can tell that it's my actual self
and so i brag about a girl
to make me feel little better about the hand i'm dealt
i'm so ashamed but at the same time