so much nothing

i feel so much everything

so now it feels like nothing

nothing feels real anymore

nothing is the same

i don't know how to feel anymore

i am no longer sane

at least i'm off these god forsaken pills

now at least

at least i know it's real

now these tears that stream down my face

are the only way i know i'm real

i feel so much everything

so now it feels like nothing

i break

breaking me

now you're breaking me

break

you're breaking me

now i'm breaking

this all feels like a scene from a movie reel

how else can things go so wrong?

from point a to b i'm fucking up

i hope this won't last long

i'm sitting here in catatonia

i don't know what to do

everything is so beautiful

my mind's so ugly but what's new?

i feel so much everything

so now it feels like nothing

i break

breaking me

now you're breaking me

break

you're breaking me

now i'm breaking

i feel so much everything

so now it feels like nothing

i break

breaking me

now you're breaking me

break

you're breaking me

now i'm breaking