i got to find a way to grieve without my head sticking into my heart
i don't want to let her leave without my heads thinking this is the start
i was dreaming before that she believes that i'm the one who's on her side
cannot let this go until i get my way
looking closely at a picture of myself from years ago
looking closely at a stranger who could never let it show
now i still feel empty as i lay here and absorb myself
cannot let this go until i get my way