someone to hide behind

when pain knocks on my door

i answer it

i think it's you

when love don't live here no more

i can't forget 'cause i remember you

when we were young and free

before they put their hate on me

we could be what we wanted to be before they sunk their fangs in me

and though i'm all messed up

it hurts so much

and though i fall apart when you're discussed

and though i hate to know you're not coming back

and how i blame myself

i have to live with that

can you live without trying?

can you live without trust?

can you live without love?

'cause i ain't living much

and i

i need to find

someone to hide behind

someone to hide behind

and i

i need to find

someone to hide behind

someone to hide with me for tonight

someone to hide with me for tonight

someone to keep me safe from the light

when pain knock on my door

i hide myself

i can't come to

when the ghosts of the past come through

i let them in 'cause they look like you

when we were young and free

before they put these chains on me

we could be what we wanted to be before they sunk their fangs in me

and though i'm all messed up

it hurts so much

and though i fall apart when you're discussed

and though i hate to know that you were mine

and how i fucked it up like i do every time

can you live without trying?

can you live without trust?

can you live without love?

'cause i ain't living much

and i

i need to find

someone to hide behind

someone to hide behind

and i

i need to find

someone to hide behind

someone to hide with me for tonight

someone to hide with me for tonight

someone to keep me safe from the light