but mostly the view is accurate. you see your breath in the air as you'll climb up the stairs
to that coffin you call your apartment. and you sink in your chair
brush the snow from your hair
and drink the cold away. and you're not really sure what you're doing this for
but you need something to fill up the days. a few more hours. there's a dream in my brain that just won't go away. it's been stuck there since it came a few nights ago
and i'm standing on a bridge in the town where i lived
as a kid with my mom and my brothers. and then the bridge disappears and i'm standing on air
with nothing holding me. and i hang like a star
fucking glow in the dark
for all those starving eyes to see
like the ones we've wished on. but now i'm confused. is this death really you?
and do these dreams have any meaning?
no. no
i think it's more like a ghost that's been following us both. something vague that we're not seeing