sonia

jamila woods

once upon a time little girl on the grind

met a boy he was nice at the time

weeks from the days

plans they were made

soon you could call them an item

funny how a title makes them think they own you

tellin' you how to dress and who to talk to

fella please don't nobody ask you

my great great granny was born a slave

she found liberation before the grave

who you tellin' how to behave?

oh i'm trying to forgive but can't forget. it was bad

it was bad

it was bad

it was bad

it was the crying that was bad

it was the lying that was bad

it was the blaming that was bad

the self-hating that was bad

it was the waiting that was bad

it was the doubting that was bad

it was the screaming that was bad

the fear of leaving that was bad

once upon a time

i believed in lines

like i just wasn't good enough for you" and other lies