sonya alone

hard as it is

in the coming days

i watch my friend

in her strange unnatural state

don't let her out of my sight

she trails off

stares at nothing

laughs at random

and the letters come

she waits by the window

and i listen at the door

until one day

i see by the sad look on her face

there is a dreadful plan in her heart

i know you are capable of anything

i know you so well my friend

i know you might just run away

what am i to do?

who do i ask for help?

is it all on me?

is it all on me?

i will stand in the dark for you

i will hold you back by force

i will stand here right outside your door

i won't see you disgraced

i will protect your name and your heart

because i miss my friend

i know you've forgotten me

i know you so well my friend

i know you might just throw yourself over

but i won't let you

i won't let you

it's all on me

and i remember this family

i remember their kindness

and if i never sleep again

i will stand in the dark for you

i will hold you back by force

i will stand here right outside your door

i won't see you disgraced

i will protect your name and your heart

because i miss my friend

because i miss my friend

because i miss you

my friend