spread me all over illinois

change holds me down to the places i don't want to be

when i wake up i look in the mirror and i see

the person that's been scaring me away from moving on

and getting out of my head

i end my nights in the same spot that i told myself i would leave

i want to come home and have it be like it was before i left

i'm starting to see that i keep living alone in the past

since loneliness will never leave my mind

i can't shake it off

always a fight between my past

my head

and my heart

you can cut me up

and spread me all over illinois

i can't

i can't find myself

since loneliness will never leave my mind

i'm stuck and i feel like i'm the only one

i end my nights in the same spot that i told myself i would leave

i want to come home and have it be like it was before i left

i'm starting to see that i keep living alone in the past

since loneliness will never leave my mind

did i get left behind?

or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost

loneliness will never leave my mind

loneliness will never leave my mind

did i get left behind?

or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost