stay up

here we go again

i buried myself too deep within

the clock moves faster

that i can find some common ground with my severed ties

so here i am

a broken shell of everything i said i wasn't but turned into in the end

a selfish friend

too busy taking time for only me a thoughtless trap that's locked inside my head

i should've known

that i'm breaking my back just to carry this weight alone

cut to the bone

too busy losing my mind over thoughts of never finding home

stay up stay up

pretend like i never meant to fall this low

wait up wait up

descend like we're living in an afterglow

descend like we're living in an afterglow

take a look around at what's inside

before i tear it down in oversight

i'll pace around my head these thoughts confined

to a bitter place i can't describe

but now i can't just go and ignore myself

like i always used to do before

because i've got to stop and take my time

to let space breath and blossom growth

i should've known

that i'm breaking my back just to carry this weight alone

cut to the bone

too busy losing my mind over thoughts of never finding home

stay up stay up

pretend like i never meant to fall this low

wait up wait up

descend like we're living in an afterglow

i should've known

that i'm breaking my back just to carry this weight alone

cut to the bone

too busy losing my mind over thoughts of never finding home

stay up stay up

pretend like i never meant to fall this low

wait up wait up

descend like we're living in an afterglow

descend like we're living in an afterglow