stop torturing me

first time in a while

first time in a while that i haven't been bored

first time in a while

i've been able to record

in bated breath

i would open up the door

when you were cold i made sure you were alive

first time in a while that i haven't been online

first time in a while

i took you by surprise

you took in all of it

that's what i like

there's a person i forgot about

it happens all the time

can you feel it deeper

wrapped around your spine?

to you then back to me

there's a secret we both keep

i was passionately on about it

know that you won't leave

you are you and i am me

2017

you are you and i am me

first time in a while

gothboiclique

first time in a while that i haven't been bored

first time in a while

first time in a while

i feel somehow i'm connected

i feel you for real and how you're so selective

baby

don't push away

i said from the beginnin'

if i knock real slow

will you answer? no

i feel there's a separation

i'm not who i was in 2011

but i stay attuned to what you're really after

does your heart beat slow when i call you? no

first time in a while