emotion no. 13

i wish so hard that i could be just like the

one you want me to

but it doesn't seem to work though i'm trying. i try so hard to do what's right

to be so good

to make you proud

but it never seems to satisfy you. it's just the person that you want

it's not the person that

i am. the conflict inside's horrifying. i want so much for you to think of me as a person

that deserves your respect & attention. i wonder if i'll ever do the things you want. when i don't even know what i want yet. it's not that i'm rebelling against the person you are

it's just that i don't know who i am. all i know is it hurts

oh how it hurts

oh god

do you know how i'm hurting?

there's an emotion in me. there's an emotion in me

emotion no. 13

look into my eyes

you'll see i'm not lying. emotion no. 13 easy cryin'

don't ask me how i know

but i'm dying

emotion no. 13 blows my mind away

emotion no. 13

it blows me away

look into my eyes

you'll see i'm not. emotion no. 13

says i'm. don't ask me how i know

but i think i'm. don't ask me how i know

but i think i'm dying

dying

dy-ing

dying

all i know is it hurts

oh how it hurts

oh god do you know how i'm hurting?

there's an emotion in me

there's an emotion in me

emotion no. 13

look into my eyes

you'll see i'm not lying

emotion no. 13

feels like i'm dying