how will i laugh tomorrow

here i sit and watch my world come crumbling down

i cry for help but no one's around

silently screaming as i bang my head against the wall

it seems like no one cares at all

always an emotion

but how can i explain; how can i explain?

kind of like the scent of a rose

with words i can't explain

the same with my pain

caught up in emotion

goes over my head; goes over my head!

sometimes i got to think to myself is this life or death

am i living or am i dead

the clock keeps ticking

but nothing else seems to change

problems never solved

just rearranged

and when i think about all the times that i've had

some were good most were bad

i search for personality and i look for things i cannot see

love and peace flash through my mind; pain and hate is all i find

find no hope in nothing new and i never had a dream come true

lies and hate and agony; through my eyes that's all i see

if i'm gonna cry

will you wipe away my tears?

and if i'm gonna die

lord please take away my fear

before i drown in sorrow

i just want to say;

how will i laugh tomorrow

when i can't even smile today

today today; when i can't even smile today

today today; when i can't even smile today

how will i laugh tomorrow

when i can't even smile today

how will i laugh tomorrow

when i can't even smile today

you think it's so funny.laugh at this!

so when i look outside my room

i see the world

but not the reason

what is done to me is not fair

you call it fair i call it treason

but i don't know what to do

give me a sign i'll take whatever

but if you want me here i am

ain't gonna die forever

and i tried to hold ya

but you just turned away

and i tried to tell ya

but not a word i say

i cried out so loudly

but you just covered your ears

and gave me all the signs

that you don't want my tears

so if you want me here i am

i sit and wait your decision

but my body fights my mind

i headed straight for a collision

so am i getting near or am i still

looking in all the wrong places

but the only thing that seems to change

are the looks on the faces. doesn't anyone.seems like no one cares at all

i search for personality and look for things i cannot see

does anyone even care at all?

love and peace flash through my mind; pain and hate is all i find

seems like no one cares at all

find no hope in nothing new and i never had a dream come true

does anyone even care at all?

lies and hate and agony; through my eyes that's all i see

seems like no one cares at all

how will i laugh tomorrow?

how will i laugh tomorrow?

how will i laugh tomorrow?

how will i laugh tomorrow

when i can't even smile today

today today; when i can't even smile today

today today; when i can't even smile today

how will i laugh tomorrow

when i can't even smile today

how will i laugh tomorrow

when i can't even smile today.