lost again

lost it! i'm caught in a rage

like an animal locked in a cage

now i look into the barrel of a gauge - doom!

made me into a fool

experimented on me like an animal

turned me into a common criminal - criminal!

i lost it

but i gotta get with it

motherfucker

now you're gonna get it

i ain't one that'll sit and forget it

i got into a war i can never win

where the nightmare never ends

and i don't know what i'm saying

got into a war with reality

that motherfucker it was waiting for me

and i lost again!

i lost again!

took my dreams

ya left them there shattered

took my hopes

ya dug in them and they splattered

took my mind like it didn't even matter

entered a world that i didn't belong

thought i could take it but i stayed too long

thought i could handle it

boy was i wrong!

fighting a war i can never win

where the nightmare never ends

and i'm not into playing

got into a war with reality

that motherfucker it was waiting for me

and i lost again!

lost it! lost again!

lost it! lost again!

lost it! lost again!

i lost it!

i went to war with reality

that motherfucker he was waiting for me

i never thought that this could happen to me - damn!

down so low that i can't no higher

when i was burning you put wood on the fire

you ain't nothing but a goddamn liar - liar!

took all my strength now i tremble and drop

you got to be down to go over the top

oh

god can't you make the laughter stop?

died in a war i could never win

where the nightmare never ever ends

and i lost again

got into a war with reality

that motherfucker it was waiting for me

and i lost again!

liar

killer! lost again!

i lost!

murder

killer! hell i lost again!

no! no!

cleanse me from your evil

you broke your promises!

what did i do to deserve this?

no one to save me from it!

oh

lord please have mercy

and now i've come to see it

something's gone wrong with me

i guess i got lost in reality

hell i lost again!

sure ain't easy

hell i lost again!