no name, no words

i close my eyes

yet i still see

i can not hide from what's inside of me

i hear my thoughts

but they're not clear

and now i tremble with fear

no one can tell me what's sane

you see the tears i cry

but you can't feel my pain

no title can classify me

i'm a person with feelings

a number i refuse to be

don't try to live my life

you cannot talk for me

now i'm on the brink

brink of insanity

sometimes i stare into space

i try to think about another place

where happiness i'll see

i'll find a place for me and find some sanity

sometimes i look at you

and i wonder what will i do

will my mind stay intact

how will i react

will i do any harm to you

open my eyes

but i can't see

maybe the hatred has blinded me

there's not a sound

yet i still hear

now the pain is so clear

sometimes i stop to think

or maybe my thinking just stops

doesn't matter anyway

no one hears what i say

i'm on the brink of insanity

well i know him but not his name

in everyone

yet not the same

play with the cards i'm dealt

worse i never felt

i'm playing a sick man's game