the weight of my words is not enough to make up for the words i didn't say. i'm sorry
i didn't want to close the door
just afraid to suffocate. inside these arms i find comfort
i will try not to break another mirror
cause that would mean i would only break myself. this body where has it taken
forsaken me
forsaken me. let me be. my eyes never felt this sore. if only had i known more. self centered
myself to blame. death is fucking you insane. a selfish boy with fear doubts afraid to let it inside. i promise myself that i won't break it another time. no question asked
just answers taken
my guilt
my thoughts
my mind were whose to judge?
i think i need to breathe
to let the door be open
but the only one who is choking me is myself. why can't i see that you are the sun