betty
i won't make assumptions about why you switched your homeroom
but i think it's 'cause of me
betty
one time i was riding on my skateboard when i passed your house
it's like i couldn't breathe
you heard the rumors from inez
you can't believe a word she says
most times
but this time it was true
the worst thing that i ever did
was what i did to you
but if i just showed up at your party
would you have me?
would you want me?
would you tell me to go fuck myself
or lead me to the garden?
in the garden would you trust me
if i told you it was just a summer thing?
i'm only seventeen
i don't know anything but i know i miss you
betty
i know where it all went wrong
your favorite song was playing from the far side of the gym
i was nowhere to be found
i hate the crowds
you know that
plus
i saw you dance with him
you heard the rumors from inez
you can't believe a word she says
most times
but this time it was true
the worst thing that i ever did
was what i did to you
but if i just showed up at your party
would you have me?
would you want me?
would you tell me to go fuck myself
or lead me to the garden?
in the garden would you trust me
if i told you it was just a summer thing?
i'm only seventeen
i don't know anything but i know i miss you
i was walking home on broken cobblestones
just thinking of you when she pulled up
like a figment of my worst intentions
she said james