syndrome

i take a deep breath

the smell might get me high

you get fucked up just to get by

i sleep all day cause i can't open my eyes

you pissed it all away

and never said goodbye

the strength i find

i find on the inside

and i will not apologize

we are so scared of

what's around the corner

that's why we try to destroy the order

chaos won't let us see

what's coming around the bend

the journey is more important than the end

the strength i find

i find on the inside

and i will not apologize for my prize

i guess you didn't know

it's not a weakness

it's just my syndrome

you will never know

the depth of my syndrome

you will never know

the depth of my syndrome

why do we try to die?

syndrome

why do we try to die?

syndrome

the pills will make it go away

depression is my only friend

i'm never getting better

and i don't want to anyway

the strength i find

i find on the inside

and i will not apologize for my prize

the angels are calling me home

i guess you didn't know

it's not a weakness

it's just my syndrome

why do we try to die all the time?

isn't it just enough to be alive?