take it out on yourself

i don't want to see another doctor

i don't need anymore vicodin

i don't want to stare at these white walls

i need a reason

a reason to live

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

i'm aware i'm irrational

i don't care what's rational

i don't want to see another doctor

i don't need anymore vicodin

i don't want to stare at these white walls

i need a reason

a reason to live

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

but i keep on smiling

i'm aware i'm irrational

i don't care what's rational

i don't want to see another doctor